xo
Laying in bed, writing on my phone. I can hear my sister in the kitchen eating a bite of breakfast.
Today’s the day. I’m nervous as hell. So many what if’s competing for first place.
Just wanted to thank everyone who reached out and sent words of encouragement. I love you.
Thank u for your friendship, and for reading this silly little blog that has become such an integral part of my daily life over this past year.
It’s helped me think things through and provided a tiny space for me to share all the things I love.
Strange how life goes. I was really hoping to hear from a particular person before surgery. It breaks my heart that he didn’t reach out.
Well, I don’t know.
I’m hoping everything goes smoothly today. I’m so worried about the pain afterwards. Will I be able to handle it? I guess that’s what the pain meds will be for.
Fuck.
I’m so frightened about this whole day ahead.
Anyway, not sure when I’ll be up to writing here again…I’ll be back when I can.
xo
V