turn it off
You can't always get what you want
This never-ending desperate attempt of grasping for something that isn't meant for me can only lead to heartache.
Hoping. Clutching. Yearning: the shortcut to agony and pain.
What's meant for me will unfold naturally.
Patience. Steadiness. Acceptance of reality.
Sitting up in my bed, propped up. Sipping on a Timmie's coffee and listening to music.
Work on my writing
Focus on getting better: physically, emotionally
Keep trying my best
I will not destroy myself
Love isn't everything
Turn it off
The Funeral—Band of Horses