Pipe dream

It's one of those days where I feel on the precipice of asking myself, "what's the point"?

Why do I write on this blog? Why do I continue to work on these silly drawings? For what exactly?

Posting my work on social media to garner a like here and there feels empty and doesn't translate into anything.

I feel like I'm wasting my efforts on the wrong things. Perhaps I need to pivot towards something different. Or, stop trying to attach meaning to my creative output.

More succinctly, I should let go of the idea of making a living through art. It's not going to happen! It's a fucking pipe dream.