Current mood:

Sometimes I wonder if I should just delete my entire blog. Delete my socials. Forget trying to make money blogging. Forget trying to open myself up to internet strangers. Forget trying to sell my art or make zines. I feel like throwing this whole make money from my creative efforts notion in the ash can and be done with it. Concentrate on something else. Pivot. Fucking resign myself to being an office paper pusher for the rest of my life, and stop making myself insane with all these lofty creative pursuits. I’m tired of trying and trying and trying and having my wheels spin in the fucking mud.